with the months flying by until baby girl is born, i've had a lot of time before bed to think about cashy's birth story. i find myself hoping and praying that this time it's different. that we have a good experience. a normal one.
we didn't get to bring cashy home from the hospital after 1 or 2 days. we had to go back to the NICU. we had to worry constantly. i had no break between contractions, ever. i caught a high fever during delivery. selfishly, i want baby girl's birth experience to be so different. so badly.
first i'm thankful we're in houston. we'll be surrounded by family and friends. i trust our doctors and the hospital here a million times more. and if possible pleaaaase don't let me be induced. pitocin and i don't get along.
ok emotional post over.
and happy 8 months to the best, big boy in the whole world.